I wonder if I can get to a real state of emotional stability. I wonder if I’ll be able to graduate in the winter of 2015. It’s an attainable goal for those in my position that function the way a “normal person should.” At this point I think I’m beginning to accept that the course of my life is always going to be a little different. I think I’m alright with that now. However, I would still like to reach that goal even if I am someone that is still trying to find her balance. I’ll need to regain the confidence to succeed that I lost along the way. But I can get it back. The process has already begun.